“I was an American Psycho. No, not really, but I certainly felt that way.
I was living a life completely based upon things like ‘societal expectations’ and ‘default patterns.’ There was a small flicker of a light inside me, a calling back to who I really am… an artist. But it was so quiet, and often I doubted it was even there at all. There was however a longstanding cast of demanding voices who were constantly projecting their own wants onto me.
I knew I needed to make a change, a big one, but I was stuck and didn’t know how to start.
That’s where my conversations with Christina came in, she has been an important guide on my journey to a life based around freedom and creativity. (My 2 biggest values!)
Now back to these voices… I couldn’t even speak about what I truly wanted without addressing these first. And these were deeply held emotional fears and insecurities! Things like… if I do this… what will people think of me? And what if I actually succeed at this, then what? Christina invited me to go inside myself, to meet these voices face to face, to say hello and give them a hug. She held the space for me to be brave and let these old stories go.
She did this through conversation, laughter, and energy work and as each anxiety released my inner light started to grow stronger. Now here I am several months later writing comic books full time and instigating all manner of beautiful nonsense into the world.
Friend, does this make sense to you? Do you feel like you may be living a life stuck in default? Do you feel an impulse for something more no matter how small?
If you do, please please please, work with Christina. You won’t regret it, and you absolutely deserve it, heck, the rest of us in the weirdo world are counting on you because it’s not really a party until you join in.”